One year ago, i was in such a different place. Not geographically, but mentally, emotionally and spiritually. My world as i knew was kind of fading away and i was drifting away from myself.
I had to take a good hard look in the good old metaphorical mirror and i knew i had to make some significant changes. I had to change certain things about myself, not just the way i lived my life but also the life i was living.
Looking inward and questioning my choices was never going to be easy, i had to be honest and it was one challenging experience. Accepting your own flaws, faults, fears and on top of that choosing to better yourself, is no day at the children's park. Nobody's perfect and i don't want to be, neither i am trying, but i had to ask myself, ''Am i living living my life as the best version of me, as the kind of person i am ??'' And i wasn't surprised to know the answer, not even close. Then i started thinking and analyzing that what kind of life is it that i want to go on with.
The only dream or the only thing that makes me happy is Traveling. It's not like that i wasn't Traveling before i had this conversation with the good old ''me'', it's just that i was too busy doing other dumb things in my life which meant nothing and only served as a distraction to my true journey. I was so caught up in shit or i can say that i had tied myself up, i was holding back and waiting for something that was never meant to happen. I don't know how many times have i said this to myself and i am saying this again, i need to have a destination in my mind and that is how i am going to know which path do i need to walk on, i just can't keep wandering, waiting for the right thing to happen.
And so it is done; from this moment on-wards every second of my life has to be geared towards making my dream come true. Having said this makes me feel so self-assured and at Peace.
It's very important to give yourself a pat on the back every now and then and appreciate who you are and where you are going.
Learning yourself is not an easy process and one has to go through a lot before he does, but if you don't know yourself, how can you expect to grow as an individual. I always embrace myself for who i am and for what choices i have made. I feel extremely blessed to find myself at this pivotal time of change and still so much more ahead.
Everybody needs inspiration and i have been inspired in abundance.It's about time that i bring the change and make it happen !
I had to take a good hard look in the good old metaphorical mirror and i knew i had to make some significant changes. I had to change certain things about myself, not just the way i lived my life but also the life i was living.
Looking inward and questioning my choices was never going to be easy, i had to be honest and it was one challenging experience. Accepting your own flaws, faults, fears and on top of that choosing to better yourself, is no day at the children's park. Nobody's perfect and i don't want to be, neither i am trying, but i had to ask myself, ''Am i living living my life as the best version of me, as the kind of person i am ??'' And i wasn't surprised to know the answer, not even close. Then i started thinking and analyzing that what kind of life is it that i want to go on with.
The only dream or the only thing that makes me happy is Traveling. It's not like that i wasn't Traveling before i had this conversation with the good old ''me'', it's just that i was too busy doing other dumb things in my life which meant nothing and only served as a distraction to my true journey. I was so caught up in shit or i can say that i had tied myself up, i was holding back and waiting for something that was never meant to happen. I don't know how many times have i said this to myself and i am saying this again, i need to have a destination in my mind and that is how i am going to know which path do i need to walk on, i just can't keep wandering, waiting for the right thing to happen.
And so it is done; from this moment on-wards every second of my life has to be geared towards making my dream come true. Having said this makes me feel so self-assured and at Peace.
It's very important to give yourself a pat on the back every now and then and appreciate who you are and where you are going.
Learning yourself is not an easy process and one has to go through a lot before he does, but if you don't know yourself, how can you expect to grow as an individual. I always embrace myself for who i am and for what choices i have made. I feel extremely blessed to find myself at this pivotal time of change and still so much more ahead.
Everybody needs inspiration and i have been inspired in abundance.It's about time that i bring the change and make it happen !
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