It might sound paradox, but at one level i was always interested in the deeper side of life; and at another level it all happened suddenly ! As they say everything comes to you when you are ready for it. It was around the year 2006. Life had thrown me a curve, and to be honest i dived deeply into the spiritual aspect. I had no idea that this expedition would lead to a complete inner shift. T a desire, called Enlightenment.
"Consciousness reaches out to consciousness."
At the beginning all of it was too much for me,, but at the same time is was enjoying myself and i felt to be with myself for the first time. I was hearing all sorts of things about religion, mysticism and what not. I felt that this is not the only way to help myself, i had to do more than that. It seemed that my view had been blocked, my thoughts narrowed and restricted to a certain level of thinking. I had to move away from it and step into the next level, which definitely was a turn. I started reading these books and all sorts of articles these English and European were writing about indigo's and crystals and star seeds, for a point in my life i was beginning to think that this might be it, this could have been the answer that i was longing for. I tried to find my way and i tried to fit in, which to a certain extent i did, but then again i didn't wanted to cling on to something which was already there. I had to find my own way.
"Man loves because he is love. He seeks joy, for he is joy. He thirsts for Go for he is composed of God" Sathya Sai Baba
We all yearn to explore and we all aspire to know more and being curious is a natural state of mind. And the urge that we have to explore ourselves, we end labeling it as our passion, inclination, impulse or may be in a much tangible form, "our goals and inspirations." This is what was coming between me and my spiritual path, this is what was blocking the view and restricting my thoughts. But this was the only answer to all my questions. In any beginning there's desire, desire to grow, desire to have it all, desire to seek knowledge and truth and even the desire to get away from the materialistic aspects of life. And it is not only you who desires. How can that be ? If you understood WE ARE ONE, then we shall also understand that our quest is ONE too. WE ARE ONE, dearest beloved, WE ARE ONE, and not only in some abstract sense or distant realm but in the reality of your here and now.
I believe in all that you have to say and i believe in all that is there and i thank everyone for this most amazing day, for the greenly spirits of trees, and for the blue dream of sky and for everything which is natural, which is infinite, which is yes. And this is where i believe the true quest for my journey begins, i believe in my heart that i have transformed from one entirely different human being to I and I will keep my quest running until i become ONE.
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